Ever heard of the medical condition called 'Carpal Tunnel?'
Well, neither had I until I became a living example of it's definition - an experience I would never wish on my worst enemy (if I had one to begin with. Because life isn't that deep tbh)
Over two weeks ago, I woke up with a pain on my left wrist. At first, I thought it was probably just because I slept on it overnight, so in like one or two hours tops, the pain would fade away, which is usually the case.
Night time came and the pain had taken a turn for the worse. I had to succumb to massaging it with some balm, hoping that by the next morning, it would be as good as new.
Boy, was I so wrong.
The next day was my mum's birthday, so I wished her a happy birthday at midnight and went back to bed, still in pain. Fast forward to 3am through to 6am - I was tossing and turning in anguish (no, I am not exaggerating). It hurt so much that I couldn't lift my hand nor move it an inch. It just lay there like a lifeless log of wood, even worse it had swollen up to the size of one.
I shamelessly cried like a 5 year old and had no other option but to meet my mum in her room to put me out of the misery I was in.
She called my sister (who thank God, lives nearby) and she literally ran over (well, not literally) to give me a bath (I couldn't even do that myself. Horrible feeling, I tell you) so I could go to the hospital.
My immediate elder brother, who happened to come by that morning to drop my baby niece with my mum to spend time with her on her birthday, drove me to the hospital. Prior to that, my brother-in-law and sister had suspected it was carpal tunnel - seeing as they had both experienced it before (my sis while she was pregnant with her first child and her husband a few years ago due to working for long hours on his laptop - he's a programmer so it kind of comes with the job)
The doctor recommended an x-ray just to ascertain what it was. And that if it wasn't what we all suspected, a surgeon would have to get involved.
For those who don't know, I have never:
- been hospitalized
- been put on drip
- been operated on
So, yes, I silently freaked out when he mentioned the word 'surgeon'.
I got the x-ray results in less than 12 hours and luckily, there was no major cause for alarm. All my bones were intact. So the way forward was to treat it with painkillers, a sling, and as advised by a friend of mine who's a doctor, a wrist brace.
For almost two weeks, I couldn't lift my arm to give myself a proper bath, cream my body, cook meals, (God bless my mum who took on this duty like a champ), wash dishes (my eldest brother and sister helped clear out the kitchen on my mum's birthday), handle some tasks that required minor lifting (my elder brother was so helpful with these), or even wear my clothes with reckless abandon. *sad tear drop*
Sigh. I felt like a handicap in every sense of the word. Lord knows I got to a whole new level of respect for persons who are. Y'all are the real MVPs - fr fr.
As if this experience wasn't unbearable enough, some other parts of my body decided it was also the perfect time to stress me out.
First, the painkillers affected my tummy because, unfortunately, I have ulcer. Luckily, I was given a couple of ulcer pills as part of the prescription to ease the pain.
Second, a random sore appeared in my mouth, making it super uncomfortable for me to eat, which we all know is one of my favorite things to do in the world *sad face*
Then, the most irritating of them all, a yeast infection. Lol. I laugh at the fact that this actually happened to me. You read about some things or watch them on TV and always think, 'This can never be me'. Well, never say never.
I had to use pessaries (again, thanks to my doctor friend who recommended them instead of pills) for 14 days to completely clear it out.
Urgh. I don suffer these past few days sha, I no go lie.
But all in all, even though I still feel some pain on my wrist every now and then, I thank God the worst part of it is over. *wipes brow*
So what's the moral of this post?
One - appreciate every single part of your body because every single part is just as important as your whole being.
Also, family and true friends are everything and more. The love and support I felt from them was proof that I've got the best humans in my corner.
And last but most importantly, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. I applied for a 7 days' sick leave and made sure I didn't open my laptop during that period - because this life, na only ONE oh! Remember, if you peme there is ALWAYS someone else to replace you.
Lass lass, everyone would be what? ALRIGHT.
That's it. That's all. Thanks for coming to my TED Talk sesh.
